Sad and Lonely

Well, here I am, in SAT Prep, and doing boring stuff. I feel sad and lonely. Why? Well, for one thing, every f'ing day I get on the computer after school for about 2 hours and then I sit in my room for the rest of the day, which is around 4 hours. And then I usually listen to music, which is boring because I've listened to the stuff many times and I don't have any blank cds to burn any new stuff. No one calls me AT ALL. I call people all the time, but do they call me? NO. And now they're starting to blow me off, like it's no big deal when I call. I also feel like people are ignoring me and don't want to talk to me at school. Then I get sad and lonely. I really don't want to be at school anymore. It's a waste of time and we're constantly doing the same stuff over and over. No one invites me to do stuff with them. Sure, Clint, but the elf movie is the first out of who knows how many that he actually wanted me to be in. And no one reads my blogs, so what's the point? Ryan and Stephen has many people who read their stuff, but me? Just Stephen and Ryan. That's it.